it's bitter and it's sweet every time you're close
my heart plays tug of war and I never win
I don't know whether to push or pull
whether to shut you out or let you in
your love is acidic tearing me down
making me nervous, shakes and fidgets
you love me, hate me, hurt me, & I get it
I all it as if I'm with it but I want you to quit it
your love is bait, dumb as a fish I bit it
your love has a gate with a lock & I picked it
I want to leave but I also want to stay
my heart steps forward but my brain has me restrained
but ultimately your love has me in chains
like S&M add a whip & it'll excited me
but with your eyes locked into mine it frightens me
a love so flammable should brighten me
spark the flame and along comes the fight we
spit cure yell hit punched and fell
back into a place where i don't know if I'm in heaven or hell
whether to stay or to retreat, whether to push or pull
whether it's bitter or sweet.